Okay twitter I am back did u miss me

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

I must say I am saddened to see the lack of secrets that have been posted here in my absence

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

I’ve got some messages from people saying that I should talk to N about my feelings instead of tweeting them to a bunch of strangers tho

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

1st of all, don’t you think I know this already?

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

2nd I’m scared if I do she’ll get super sad and things go south when she is super sad

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

fuck I know it seems like I don’t really care about her but I swear I do

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

Anyway, I don’t want N to get super sad because when she gets super sad she doesn’t eat

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

It actually really shits me cos sometimes I’ll go almost a week without food and she gets three square meals a day

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

like I know she can’t really help it, but still

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

tho if I’m around when it’s happening I get a free meal, so there’s that

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

but I don’t come round much when I know she’s having an episode (her words not mine)

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

I just can’t stand to see her like that, not being able to get up and go if she needs to

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

I know I’m fkn cold

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

but I’ve gotta look out for myself too, you know?

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

Anyway I make it up to her by bringing her old tech I’ve fixed and stealing her protein loaf for when she comes out of it so it’s fine

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017

Blah I’ve blabbed on too much today I gotta get out there. See u maybe x

— rhys (@rhystechinc) May 1, 2017